Yesterday

A week ago i sat in the exact same spot as now
A week ago the boy i loved said he wanted to be with me
I sat in this exact spot while we talked about our feelings, the most honest conversation I've ever had with anyone
Six days ago you changed your mind
Six days ago you broke my heart
A few days pass, and I'm not letting you see how broken i am. No one can see, no one can tell
Two days ago i told her about our history and how you ended things
Two days ago she was sympathetic, siding with what i said
Two days ago i trusted her with my hardest feelings
Yesterday something changed
You two couldn't seem to stay away from each other
Yesterday you two were all over one another right in front of me
Yesterday she broke my trust, stabbing me in the back with her sweet little knife
Yesterday i had my heart broken all over again
Yesterday was the second time i walked home in tears because of the stupid boy who doesn't give a damn about me
And today here i sit, a full week has passed
And I'm sitting here all alone waiting for you to reach out to me, because this place is so special for us or maybe you've simply forgot.
And there lies my phone, dark screen and silent
And no matter how many times i check it's the same result, nothing from you
Today i missed you, more than ever before
Today i realized that i can't keep waiting
Today is the day that i decided I'm going to move on.
Not to just get over you, but to look through all this mess to find the happy care-free girl that believe it or not, i used to be.